My channel is an intergalactic space jaguar from Lyra, a starseed if you will. She is the one who brings through the transformational medicine in my work. But my human, my woman? She is a Hussy Housewife. It’s the only thing she’s ever wanted to be.
A lot of people think that being a homemaker isn’t sexy, but it’s the biggest turn on for me. Not because it’s a kink, but because it’s the realest expression of who I am at my core. The first thing that I wanted to be when I was little, was a wife and mother. Of course I learned very quickly that wasn’t an acceptable answer to the question “What do you want to be when you grow up?”. The stigma and shame born of my feminist upbringing is still something I continue to unravel.
I discovered writing in the fourth grade, and I can honestly say that it saved my life. I have written almost everyday since then. I found myself captivated by the subject of sexuality even before then. I read Master’s and Johnson by the time I was nine or ten, studied tantric sex in my late teens/early twenties, and after college I worked as a sex educator. Writing erotica is a deeply satisfying amalgamation of my two favorite obsessions; writing and the sensuous.
Spiritually, I come from a profoundly feminine path. The feminine being the messy, erotic power of birth, death, mothering, chaos…etc. I am not a feminist in the sense that, I don’t believe women need to be more like men to have power. I believe that the feminine has power innately. That the feminine can rise to its proper place and restore balance to the world. That feminine desire leads and the masculine follows. This blog is an exploration of that. My surrender into it, and my journey through it.